Hi Everyone:
I am new to the site and wanted to introduce myself but for the life of me could not figure out how to post, so forgive me for starting a new thread. I would appreciate instructions on how to post without starting a new thread.
I lost my mother March 28, 2019 we were best friends and did everything together, she was a beautiful little soul. I have no other siblings and very distant relatives that I am not on good terms with. I have never felt so alone in my life.
The grief, loneliness is heart wrenching and overwhelming. I waken up each day not knowing how I will get through the day. I am unemployed and have been for a number of years. I was the caregiver to my mum.
I try to be out of the house as much as I can walking for hours, sitting in the library until it closes and when I finally have to come back to the house start crying even before I get here just the thought of coming back to an empty house with no one to talk to.
I have a couple of friends but they have family and their own lives. I feel so alone.