I think there may still be a world out there...
Not a big milestone for me today, not really. 11 Days witout a smoke. Well, I suppose that really is sometheing, eh? But even better then that, so far, this morning.....NO CRAVINGS! I mean, sure, I have still thought about having a smoke. But I don't want one. I really don't want it. And I don't have to say that in some convincing tone so that I can maybe someday start to believe. I say that in COMPLETE belief in what I am feeling....After 11 full days of being smoke free, I really DON'T want even one puff. Things are beginning to become clearer. I feel better, I eat better, I think better, and I am an overall happier, healthier person. I have suffered depression all my life and was so worried that this would simply pull me back into a hopeless pit of nothingless (believe me, I have been there, done that) But instead, it has opened up a whole new life for me. I am not starting to believe that I can accomplish this goal, I am finally realizing what has been inside of me all along....Of course I can do this. Why not? This is what I want. This is what I am willing to work for. And, DARN it, I AM WORTH IT.
I deserve to be happy. I deserve to be healthy. I deserve whiter teeth, more cash to spend, better and healthier lungs, a longer life, happier, smoke-free memories. You name it, I DESERVE IT!! Keep going guys. You can do this, we can all do this. After all, we want it, RIGHT?
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 2/15/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 11
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 284
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $90.75
[B]Days:[/B] 0 [B]Hrs:[/B] 19 [B]Mins:[/B] 28 [B]Seconds:[/B] 19