lil, so glad to hear from you! And congratulations on reaching 50 days smoke free! Enjoy the beach! Wiggle your feet in the sand. Order a fancy drink from the cabana boy, and take in all that you have accomplished. I know it has been tough, but anything worthwhile in life is worth the fight. I am happy that you are still fighting! Please be sure to reward yourself for achieving this 50 day milestone! Welcome back!