Its hard to say where its at. Its just the fear of the fear. It looks like the program basically says, I just need to do it to get through it.
Its been so hard to stay focused on any one program. I read bits and pieces of a bunch.
So, to do it or not. I can just have a friend drive like usual and not even deal with it today. Im still a little off yet anyway.
Driving is still on the top of the list. I started a beta blocker and my drive today was WAY worse. I had my first full blown panic attack.
It may have to do with I am way off kilter with my diet, sleep, excercize etc. Thats what I am hoping.
I know what I was doing before was working, so trying to re do whatever it was. I bought more liquid vitamin D, I was out of that. All I want to do is drive.