The problem with avoidance 2
Hiya, Im not sure on how driving other peoples cars work (i dont drive), if you have to be insured on them ect but is there no way a friend would let you drive his/her car with them in it to get you used to driving again and to practise doing it, that way you wouldnt have to spend money on your car (if you dont have to pay for anything to use a friends car)that you have not got untell you feel comfertable enough to start using your car again, you really need to start driving again or you wont know how it feels and wont be able to learn to unlearn the bad thinking habits, i know its easier said than done, ive been agoraphobic for 7yrs and im just starting to get out again now because im pregnant, i have no idea why thats helped. Try and just think of your kids when you go out, take pictures of them with you when you are doing something that scares you, my "safe" things when i go out are.. 1. A book that i have wrote in, its mainly things out of the toolbox on here and little bits of info i have found on other sites. 2.My mobile phone, knowing i can ring people if needed or occupy my mind with writing a text message out, i also use my mobile phone for the music on there, i carry my headphones every were with me to listen to the music. 3. a bottle of cold water, i dont go anywere without one. 4. someone i feel safe with.
these things help me when i get out, i know i need to cut down on them eventually but i think if something is helping for now then its doing me no harm, just making me better and i think maybe you should try a few things out see if you can find something that will help you..its a awfull feeling when your life seems to be slipping away from you and you cant do anything, im sorry that you alone also, hopefully you can get intouch with family and friends and ask for help, i hope this made some sort of sence for you, im not to good at writing things out...good luck zoe x