We have our councellor appointment soon. Not to soon if I might add. Today, I keep feeling so angry! I hate this. He is a video game addict and it impaxcts everything. I can't count on him for nothing! On top of it I think he is depressed but won'T admit it cause he won'T go for help! I keep ignoring him today. I keep not wanting sex with him. Not to punish him, just cause I feel angry and sad and disappointed. I sleep on the couch often. He is a sweet kind man really but the issues of game etc are ruining everything! I could scream, cry, freak out etc. But I have to go to work. I hate this.
My hubby works with tons of people. He doesn't get sick often. I mean really sick. I get everything he brings home... But when he gets sick it lasts half of forver since he eats badly, does not esercise and sleep enough. I catch everything but get over it faster... Hmmm...
We all have good and bad days. Hang in there! And be kind to yourself, you are so hard on yourself! Be kind and patient to yourself and feel free to rant with us anytime!
Sorry to hear the news. Hang in there we are hear for you. I have you (and your family) in my thoughts and my heart and my prayers! Hang in there we are here for you anytime!
My favortie prayer:
God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.
Living one day at a time;
Enjoying one moment at a time;
Accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
Taking, as He did, this sinful world
as it is, not as I would have it;
Trusting that He will make all things right
if I surrender to His Will;
That I may be reasonably happy in this life
and supremely happy with Him
Forever in the next.
Amen.
Glad to have you back! Thanks for the reply. Those swings scare me. But thanks for giving me new perspective. And yeah, we will sort through it all together :)
The only coping strategies I know work in the short temr but hurt in the long term. Like swallowing up all my feelings until I can't feel them and feeel the illusion of happy. Or pretending like the problem is not there or never even existed. Denial and delusion are my coping strategies. I have tried talking but never get through and it starts fights and then when the fights get to be too much I just go back to pretending. And then he lets me pretend and all feels ok until the next time I just can't ignore things and the fighting start all over. And it is always the same thing and nothing ever changes and I am angry and hurt and sick of all this. SICK of it! As in about to just blow it all up just so I can have somepeace and some stability so I can rebuild. I am tired of all this, so tired...
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