Introduction
Thanks for the replies everyone!
Tom17 - thanks, I will check that out.
Foxman - yeah people in AA talk about just having your own conception of a higher power. And that works fine with me. I did some meditation/yoga in my younger years so I'm open to the concept of a higher power or universal truth kind of thing. However, I do feel strongly about being an atheist so hearing every third or fourth sentence at an AA meeting refer to God and then having my sponsor make me kneel on one knee with my hand on the bible... yeah, too much. Thanks for your concern anyway.
Stillview - kidding, right? 3 days? I'm still in the honeymoon period... it's so easy kind of thinking. The hard work is yet to come. I wish you luck on you journey.
Dave848 - Thanks for the welcome. You're right. Drinking all of the time is not really living at all.
Regarding biggest triggers - stress (work, study or other), habit/routine, bored, lonely, social events/socializing, trying to pick up, reacting to peoples' comments that makes me feel angry (or some other emotion) inside, don't care/given up kind of attitude. I think this covers all the times I feel the need to drink.
Ashley - Thanks. I will try to keep this motivation up. I have a goal of 10 min 6 days per week on this site (or elsewhere) for self study on recovery. It doesn't sound like much but it's realistic and sustainable for me (usually I'll do more, but at least if I'm tired and/or stressed at the end of the day I know it's only 10 min I have to do).
Regarding the future - that's a good question. And good to start thinking about it now.
1 month: No alcohol for entire month. Exercised 6 days out of 7 for the month. Done 10 minutes + of self study 6 days per week on recovery.
3 months: I'd like to be 5kg lighter from the gym work not drinking. Start building better relationships with friends, family, women. In a good routine of working, exercising, socializing (without alcohol). Living a happy sober life.
12 months: I'd like to see myself debt-free with a little savings in the bank. In a stable relationship. Solid friendships. Communicating well with my family. Exercising. Studying. Living a happy sober life.