I recieved a 9 month chip last night. March 9 was my last drink.
I tell you all this as proof that it works. I woke up March 10 totally defeated, no longer wanted to live. Wife, kids, boat, hot tub, cars, house, friends everything was GONE. 25 years of boozing, lying, cheating, stealing allowed me to hit an all time rock bottom.
The desire to stop dying gave me the strength to walk into my first AA meeting on March 10. I did 90 meetings in 90 days to allow the fog to lift. I was humble enough to as for help. In AA it is the obligation of every member to help and they do. I leaned that I must pickup the phone to save me from pickup a drink. Today 9 months later I am on the path to good sobriety even see times of serenity.
My Rock bottom was it for me, I became willing to do anything to stay sober. so far it is working
If I am struggling I look to fill my mine with trying to help others. That is why I writing this, possibly these words will help another drink stay sober today, I know that allowing me to share here helps me.
I hope your sobriety date never changes.