It has been 3 days for this current and hopefully final quit. I was volunteering at a homeless shelter tonight and was due to leave at 9. At about 7 on, I was having a battle within myself. One part was saying " buy a pack and just smoke again for the weekend. You can quit on Monday ..you deserve one more weekend to relax. Think of all the chores you can get done." The other voice was saying, " Don't buy any cigarettes. Think...you have made it 3 days again. Do you really want to do these 3 days again??" These 2 voices within me continued to argue for the last 2 hours. I did drive straight home (luckily I had no money in my car). I keep reminding myself how great I felt at 100 days...the accomplishment, the physical change within. I will praise myself now for not giving in...for squashing the evil voice within :)
ok..3 days down...97 to make that 100 again!!!
take care all..
love, sally
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 1/31/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 3
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 60
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $11.97
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 0 [B]Hrs:[/B] 8 [B]Mins:[/B] 30 [B]Seconds:[/B] 19
