Thank you so much to those that said they have been praying for me! I need it : ). This weekend I was supposed to go out with a guy and he didn't call so I went out with a girlfriend of mine and as we were leaving the place we were, I saw the guy walking by with a girl on his arm. I'm not mad I am actually relieved because I like him a lot and it was too much of a distraction actually, and I praise God for showing me what type of person he is now instead of after I really got hurt, which usually happens. But what is really irritating me today is he told me he washed my phone number. Therefor he thinks I didn't see him. I didn't say anything to him because I don't know if it's even worth waisting my breath, but I am very irritated right now. So I'm sorry to say, that smoked a lot on Saturday, Sunday, and I've had a few today already. The stress is no excuse and I know that, but I'm using it right now : ) So I am going to burry my face in the word today and try harder tomorrow! Please pray for me to have strength. :|