must a person go thru hell week to get the freakin picture?! Why would a sane person put theirself thru this more than once?! How many times can a person quit and come back before yall give up on her?! I wouldn't blame you for ignoring my posts in the future, say until I had about 600 days on my quit meter! :mad: And what gives me the right to give advice to anyone!
Now, I'm going to try to remain positive. The first week, I made it 3 days, 2 nights. The second week, I made it 5 days 4 nights. Maybe, just maybe this is it!! I cannot give up! I have to keep going. I have to make it thru that "hell moment" when it comes this time. I have to put on my fireproof suit and just go thru it. I have to bury the junkie. (maybe I needed a shovel and not a hammer, she has a very hard head :confuse:)
So, with this confession, I begin again. Hoping that my dearest supporters who I feel I have let down, will be there for me to help me once again. I am burying my defeat into the past and looking forward. Because only in the future am I a non-smoker who has buried the hard headed, stupid, lazy, no quittin junkie!
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Den, you are kicking some junkie *ss girlfriend!! I am soooo proud of you!
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Thank you everyone!!! I love you guys! Yall are sooo good to me and so helpful. I don't know how to repay you except to quit for good. I am going to do it this time. 3rd times a charm right?
Work is sooo my trigger. I overcame the morning trigger, the after lunch trigger and the after work trigger. Now I have to get ready for those work triggers. I will take a walk around the place next time. And if it gets too bad, I'll just go home. That is better than smoking. And I will post and read and work my way thru those moments.
I'm going to buy me a family size bag of suckers tonight and prepare for the week. One day at a time, even one minute at a time, I can do this.
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Well done my lady! And you are so right, you no longer are chained down by that nasty addiction. You have conquered it! I can't wait to be freed from it. But I know I have to free myself.
And all of yall can keep all that snow, I'm a TX girl, it's thirty somethin here today and I hate it!
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That is so true Lainey. Life goes on whether we smoke or not.... I am sorry for your loss, but know how it is when you are just glad they are not in any pain anymore. (((hugs)))
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Thank you OMT, I made it thru day 1... it wasn't easy, but it's the getting started you gotta get over first. I am just going to try and breathe thru this first week , taking one day at a time. I know yall will be here if I need support and that means a lot!!
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MistyMoonlight, I am doing okay. I bought lots of suckers and jolly ranchers last night at the grocery store and made it thru day 1! Thank you for checking on me! It was crazy at work today, so I didn't get to get online much.
(((hugs))) to my quittin buddies! Off to day 2!
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