Jim - yes, I know about the mind thing.. and I've been doing a lot of trickery, visualizations etc... it's just been real hard. Thanks for the advice.. much appreciated. Keep up the good fight - you're doing really well hon. :)
Hey Windy - that's the problem,, I feel that I'm doing all the right things.. my techniques were in place,, everything was on what I thought was a steady course - But Windy..omg.. i'm running outta steam.. it's like I'm so tired of trying allllll of the time. Plus..and I know I know there will always be stresses.. but man oh man.. hubby is soooooooooooooooooo ill and that in itself is so difficult to deal with and to live with. I go out.. I do for me. I had learned from the quit that I had forgotten about me.. I had learned a lesson during this quit. *huge sigh* Thanks sweetie for your support..You know how much I value your thoughts.
Greenette - Oh hon, no, my quit isn't 90 days..that's Homey's quit..
Listen dear, don't have doubts because of me. I'm just, I think, overwhelmed and I've been pushing myself to the limit with the quit, plus many other personal health issues with my husband, my dad, etc. You be strong hon.. I don't know what day your quit is or for how long, but if you have your doubts - or if you're feeling low or ever feel you cannot handle it, come here. There's so much unbelievable support.
Thanks all.. I just took a long hot shower - knowing that sleep is not in the cards for me right now, I've pulled out a drama/horror movie for myself - "Red Eye" I love horror movies, maybe it'll scare me out of this 'mood'? I also made myself a hot cup of cocoa..
I'll see what tomorrow brings.. thanks again..you're my strength
Monica58
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 10/31/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 24
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 496
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $216
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 2 [B]Hrs:[/B] 17 [B]Mins:[/B] 0 [B]Seconds:[/B] 47
