Well here it is the 40th day and yes....I'm still 100% smoke free and, I am amazed.
I've been smoking since I was 16 years old...and have been smoking between 1 and 2 packs a day for the last 20 years at least. I had tried the patch, the gum and the lozenges and although they sort of helped, I was never able to succeed. Even when I was using those items, I still "cheated".
This is the first time I've ever gone 100% cold turkey. The first 3-4 days were really difficult....day 2 I was in a literal fog. Day 3 and 4 I was a real B___ch....ask my wife.
Each day got a little easier to cope.....again...not without cravings, but I was able to talk myself down during each craving.
I had mentioned that my wife and I eat out at least 3 days a week, but more like 5. We also like to have cocktails after work a couple of days a week. At first I stayed clear of any smoking restaurants or bars, but now I'm even able to handle the smoke around me. (We're from PA..you can still smoke in many of our bars and restaurants).
Sorry...I'm rambling......I'll just say this....to anyone out there who is in the process of stopping or thinking about stopping.
I'm quitting because I want to quit. I'm quitting because there are too many days where I've smoked too much and the next day I feel like crap. I haven't had a "feel like crap day" for over a month now (the first few days were terrible...but they're past). The cravings.....you get past them simply by telling yourself that you need to get past them and believing in yourself. My clothing doesn't smell like smoke anymore....my car smells great. I DO have more energy and I get much more done around the house and at work.....and my wife and I are "enjoying" each other even more than we had in the past.
I've heard others say to do it for your family, or your children, or your grandchildren or to live longer..........I say...do it for yourself so that you'll feel better...period....all the other reasons are simply an added benefit.
Anyway....40 days........that's pretty cool....at least I think so.