Don't know if I can help, but I understand. Are you still online? Try a cup of vegatable bullion sipping if you are able to handle salt at all, if not don't, but sometimes I try this and only sip it a little for over a couple of hours. Like I said only if you are able to handle salt. It seems to calm me a little, but sipping a very little at a time and really not even the complete cup over the 2 hours. Hope you are able to calm yourself, I will pray for you.