Congratulations Bear....I need confetti or balloons to toss in the air. 30 Days! How awesome is that? And I really like how you are rewarding yourself.
Danielle, NO, I really will not smoke them...won't even light one of them. I promise!!! I have accepted that I will never smoke again. I think I keep them to remind myself that. Today, they weren't even with me when I went to work. I wore a light jacket instead of the winter coat they were in yesterday & I didn't even think of them until now. No stressed out feeling like someone cut my umbilical cord, no panic attacks & not even 1 urge. So here goes...
I got them out of the pocket, opened the packaged, held it in my fingers (feels comforting:blush:), took a big whiff of it...GAWD, it stinks & it makes my head spin. Put it in my mouth & took a drag....nothin'. Now they both are a little pile of tobacco & paper bits....in the trash :) I think I know the real reason that I was hanging on to them & it's going to sound so dumb. I hate wasting anything but especially money & those cigarettes cost me $8.22 for the pack. If I gave them to someone else who was out & wanted them, then it wouldn't be wasting.
Sorry Bear, this is your special day & I kind of made it about [i]me[/i] there for a minute. So to celebrate, let's all go dancing ;p
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 4/2/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 18
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 465
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $145.98
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 1 [B]Hrs:[/B] 23 [B]Mins:[/B] 14 [B]Seconds:[/B] 18