Peteg...hmmmm I guess I should thank you. You made me angry, then made me think. Then I thought some more and figured "Holy Cow..how juvinile is it to judge someone by their name?" That is a nickname that, like most, was given by others. I got it my first year firefighting. That was ten years ago.. as for being immature or anything else that anyone wants to associate with a NAME, I am a survivor of child rape, years of child abuse, a parent that committed suicide, Cardiomyopathy, two bad heart valves and a myriad of health problems and a three pack a day habit...I am thirty-SEVEN in one week, and I'M STILL TRYING. So yeah, you were wrong about me...As for the rest of you..Bless your hearts and thanks so much for supporting me when i needed it. I got thru reading your words of encouragement, and today IS easier than yesterday. My prayers for all..including Peteg, because in a way..you did help me. :) PROUDLY: BABYGIRL