What is with the sudden attacks? I swear, I do just dandy with this quitting smokin' thing these days and I would just like to know why out of the blue I get smacked with a crave that is worse than a whole week of craves! I mean, taste it, smell it, want it, ache for it! I have had two major episodes in 17 days. That, to me, is great! But those are the kicker!! I had to call my husband from the hair salon the other night because I was dying for one! I come out on top! That's pleasing. But seriously, the sudden attacks are completely overwhelming, I don't know whether to laugh, cry, sing, dance, hide, scream, or what! It is like I have absolute no control over my emotions and I believe my I have muscle spasms (lol just major hand clenching, and figeting, no need for 911 lol) for a bit and all I can think about is a cigarette. I have done okay so far, I just hope they lighten up! I worry that if someone made me mad at one of those times, they would lose their head, and that could be dangerous! I would chew up their head and spit it back in their.....neck I guess, becasue they wouldn't have a face! I am sorry, just need some relief today! :eg:
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 1/7/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 17
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 355
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $59.5
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 1 [B]Hrs:[/B] 5 [B]Mins:[/B] 13 [B]Seconds:[/B] 58
