I'm proud, real proud of myself that I have gotten this far without slipping. It must be because I really WANT to quit. I thought I really wanted to quit in the past attempts but now looking back, I don't think I really wanted to. I keep thinking what if I had some medical thing come up and was told by my Dr. that I had no choice but to quit. I'm glad I CHOSE to quit and wasn't MADE to quit. I don't think I could handle quitting if someone told me I HAD to.....if that makes sense?
I have constant feelings like there is something wrong with me physically. I sweat sooo much it's unbelievable. As I'm sitting here typing the sweat is pouring off my face. I never was a sweater and now BAMMMM!!!! Get me a towel!!! I truely hope that it's all the nasty toxins coming out of my skin in the form of sweat, toxins from alcohol and smoking?? I have severe leg cramps and unfortunately it's in the same leg that I already had vascular surgery on way back in 2000. I know I need to have more surgery done but for now, I'm going to keep walking and hopefully between the walking and not smoking, my circulation will improve. I know of a 39 year old man, where I live who was a little over weight, drank beer like there was no tomorrow and smoked like a chimney who just had his leg amputated from the knee down. He had a blood clot that they couldn't dissolve and he was told it was from his drinking and smoking. That scares the begeezers out of me. I know people experience a lot of good things when they quit, but so far, I can't find any physical symptoms that have been good.
I sweat all the time
I have diarreha most of the time(sorry for being honest)
I have pimples appearing on my chin line
I feel myself breathing labour like all the time. I try and do deep breathing but when I do, my chest hurts.
I have a constant numbness in my middle finger on my left hand.
I have leg cramps and throbbing pain, but no swelling in the leg.
I'm tired a lot.
I have a sore mouth, no sores in my mouth, it just feels sore and dry. I have to put on chapstick a lot during the day and my skin on the inside of my upper lip is peeling(real Pretty site)
I had severe heartburn but now that's finally gone.
Unlike most, I have NO appetite. I drink from morning to night, switching between water, tea a