Aragh its Friday. Weekends are always the toughest for me, I havent seen some of my best friends for a while since I quit smoking.
My best of best friend, that has been with me through thick and thin, for many years, I havent seen for 6 weeks, which is a long time as normally we would see each other at least twice a week.
So tonight i went to their house, before i went home, it was great to see them and their kids, I had REALLY missed them. But they both smoke so heavy, I ended up having to leave, because i really couldnt breath properly. I feel really sad about that. I know its pathetic. I didnt say why i was leaving, but i knew that i might not be back for a while either. Sad thing is that they have kids aged 2 and 4... who breath that every single day. I didnt say anything about that either.
I feel so down. I miss some of my good friends.. but I just cant go there, well not for any length of time (in UK people dont have air con)..
So I came home and i just feel like going to bed, and going to sleep. I am so so fed up. Really fed right up.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 6/12/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 39
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 994
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] �292.5
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 3 [B]Hrs:[/B] 12 [B]Mins:[/B] 4 [B]Seconds:[/B] 50
