I just think this is part of the process of our quit, i imagine the nicodemon dying inside of me and is going to stop at NOTHING to try to get me to smoke, every day he gets weaker as i am getting stronger. Yesterday was a tough one and today the first thing i thought of was a cigi. I have to stop myself and try to redirect these thoughts, i always go back and read, read, read its a digusting addiction, even though our demon trys to tell us other wise, ALL AN ILLUSION.. that slowly kills us... i will have to work extra hard today on keeping that positive frame of mind. I read a good point some where.. If you ask any smoker if they could go back in time would they have started smoking, of course all say HELL NO, i feel the same way... this addiction will make every excuse in the world why you need it, but in reality all your body needs is food, water and exersize, NOT POISON, all the best jeanigirl, working hard to protect my quit
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 6/9/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 12
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 162
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $57
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 1 [B]Hrs:[/B] 7 [B]Mins:[/B] 41 [B]Seconds:[/B] 2
