Hello everyone,
I am finding the quit getting harder. My husband is now smoking at least a packet a day. He stinks like a sour old ashtray (which I have made him aware of). He is spending money like water on this filthy habit. This all of course gives me a wonderfully high moral ground to ***** from. BUT. I find that I'm needing my NRT more than ever - especially at the moment 'cause I'm very tired & run down. Ciggies were always a boost in the past. And then there's the smell in our bedroom, all night and every morning, drifting out of his skin and lungs - it all takes me back to those horrible old days where I was a full on smoker too.
It all partly repulses me, but also partly eats away at my happiness at being a non-smoker.
Sorry to winge.
I even found myself eyeing off the cigarettes at the grocery store this morning. I haven't had one puff in 48 days, I feel so much better. I'm healthier and happier. Why does my husband's habit and lack of quitting power eat away at me and my quit?
alison :quest:
Kick the Herb to the Kerb
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 5/16/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 48
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,466
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $600
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 6 [B]Hrs:[/B] 22 [B]Mins:[/B] 16 [B]Seconds:[/B] 57
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Quit Meter
$91,684.00
Amount Saved
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Quit Meter
Days: 8969
Hours: 2
Minutes: 55
Seconds: 22
Life Gained
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Quit Meter
45842
Smoke Free Days
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Quit Meter
916,840
Cigarettes Not Smoked
