chickstarr-
Listen to NascarFan as she has walked (and is walking) in your shoes.
And like hummy said - you will have to really fight for your Quit! At 48 days there is probably so much going on for you at the same time, dig deep inside and pull out as much clarity as possible about what you are really feeling and why, so everything doesn't get all mixed up together... example - you love your husband, AND (not but) he is an addict - and you do understand that addiction (compassion for him and you) ...etc... I hope this makes sense...
And set some boundaries - is he willing to take a shower before bed, or when he gets home (or whatever you need for him to do)... Can he smoke outside? I dunno - but you do, dear one!! And TRUST YOUR INTIUTION also here...
Hang on tight - there are others who have been successful and are living with a smoker, so it can and is being done!!
Blessings and Light-
Healer
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 3/5/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 120
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 4,234
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $558
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 15 [B]Hrs:[/B] 16 [B]Mins:[/B] 33 [B]Seconds:[/B] 13
