Matt, hang in there, man! I've read all your posts, and am proud of you making it this far. I failed my 1st day. I came back to this board, and found that you'd gone this far, and I've been cheering you on (in my head).
I like what oinkoink2u and other's have said about it being a healing process, and there's not a darned thing wrong with getting better. Sometimes healing hurts, but it's healing nonetheless.
I may not have much room to talk, seeing my new quit date is set for tomorrow, but I just want you to know that you've set a good example for me and I'll be passing that example onto my husband.
HOLD FAST, MATT!
Harley