I don't know if I psyched myself up for a 30 day hit, or I'm one of the many who close in on a month smoke free and go ballistic, but I hear ya!
The last two days have been nuts (speaking of, cashews are wonderful!) I have had headaches for the first time in two weeks, I'm feeling light-headed again, snippy, can't focus.......maybe this is like the Bill Murray movie "Groundhog Day" and instead I'm reliving Hell Week all over again? :8o:
Sometimes, I will think about having a cigarette........just one......but then I think about what is obviously going to happen 20 minutes after that. I will want another one. Will I give in? Most likely, after all, I've had one already, blown my quit, might as well go for it all (can you tell I have dieted a bit in the past? ;)
So.......me picturing what will happen AFTER that first smoke I am craving makes me realize I'm just not gonna do it. And then the craving subsides (note I did not say "goes away") Like I said, these past few days have been pretty brutal.......
Sounds like we're both on this particular roller coaster ride together. I'll do it if you will! :)
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 12/19/2005
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 24
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 371
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $162
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 2 [B]Hrs:[/B] 5 [B]Mins:[/B] 35 [B]Seconds:[/B] 54
