Hi Joe!
In a way I feel off the face of the world but I needed it! This year has been a hard exhausting ride. In fact, I am always exhausted. I feel more vulnerable, moody etc from the burn-out, more anxious. But on the other had it is enabling me to clean house. I have made decisions about my studies, my future career, what I want, what I don't want, decisions about my beliefs, values, etc...It is exhausting but needed and kind of rewarding. I am taking time to find myself and figure things out. So yeah, I guess the break did do me good. And well, I am more anxious and yet my anxiety is under better control. I don't know if that makes sense...I guess, I just live better with it, more easily.
As for things with the hubby, they are far from pefect and I sometimes want to just scream! He is still a gamer and all...But, he is keeping at it and so am I and I beleive we are making progress and that is enough for me for now.
And yes, there are the daily battle but I am no longer so afraid of them. I have this sense inside of me that tells me I will be ok and things will keep on looking up. I can do this. I am strong.
BTW, I still Love that you call me Doc lol. I don't think I have ever admitted to this. But one of my favorite shows is Doctor Who, I love The Doctor! Bet you did not know I was a Sci-Fi dork and proud of it lol! Thanks for replying!
And you, how are you doing?
