Can people share their relapse stories?
Hi working on it . I have not been on here a lot lately.
I did see this post but was unsure how to respond to it as it kind of scared me.
I have followed yours and a few others quits from the beginning of mine and your posts and support gave me
strength in my quit. I have it in my mind that once I hit a year I will have passed all my triggers and life will be good.
A good portion of my triggers are hitting me now as I never smoked in my home so with summer came a time when I could enjoy
a smoke and often.
The curiosity thing is also playing on my mind like just for this one campfire I can smoke (NOT )
The fact that you have passed your first year and are thinking the same way started me thinking this will always be a battle and I do not want it to be.
I had never really quit before. I told myself a million times went I finished my last smoke on the way to bed that I was done and would not buy anymore.
Some days that would last till noon, some days longer but always too scared to give it up.
The majority of replies concludes that it is a nasty habit that can take over without even giving you enjoyment.
Your post has let me know I have to raise my guard a bit higher for a little longer than I thought.
N.O.P.E.
Sherry