Waking Up in Panic
Hello Teebs and Shari,
Teebs, it is frustrating waking up in the middle of the night. When you do wake up, what do you do? I had a few months, and every once in a while since then, where I sleep for 4 hours then wake up for a few hours before going to sleep for another 4 hours. I could almost put a timer on when I would wake up, it was pretty much the same time every night. While I was awake, I would get out of bed and sit on the lounge and read a magazine, do some crossword puzzles, listen to music on my iPod, pretty much anything that used enough concentration to tire my mind out without causing stress, like doing an assignment would. Eventually, I would be so tired I could hardly keep my eyes open so that was when I'd go back to bed.
Another thing that might help too is to make a nice cup of tea or a hot chocolate. Yum!
You could try thinking of your co-worker as you would with your anxiety/panic disorder? The anxiety is always there, feeding you the same old negative thoughts propaganda. It doesn't go away, but you can choose whether you listen and believe what it has to say, or allow it be just a noise in the background while you continue with what you're doing. With the colleague, it's up to you whether you tune in to her negative talk or focus on what you have to get done while you're at work.
Shari, that's such a strange concept for me! We don't have squirrels here, occassionally in some areas people will get a possum, so the idea of them running around your yard is so funny. Aw that poor little bald-tail squirrel, I'm surprised your dog didn't get a swipe on the nose! Living in the present is a hard thing to do, it takes so much more effort than it probably should. I guess at some stage though the ability to think ahead would have kept us alive, during a famine it would make sense to store all your food so you could survive until food became more readily available. It might be something we may need to 'unlearn' now because it's not as helpful in today's society.
Thank you, I'm glad it helped. My Mum does the same thing when grocery shopping, it's a bit embarrassing how much (and how loudly) she whinges about people stopping in the middle of the walkway, when it's something everyone, including her, does without even realising. With your emails, quality is more important over quantity. I was recently surprised when I received messages from some friends who I hadn't spoken to in a while, it was nice to know they were thinking of me. Since I enjoyed receiving their messages, I decided to surprise some of my other friends with messages to see how they were :)
Another thing my psychologist used to say which I'm sure you'll both enjoy, is that 'some people are like seagulls. They come in, poop everywhere, then fly away and leave everyone else to clean up their mess.'
Kaitie.