Terry
I understand your decision...and that gut feeling. The only way this is going to be successful is for you to be ready to totally commit yourself to it. In the midst of the grief you must be feeling is probably a pretty hard time to also focus on quitting. Not probably, I am sure it is. We'll be here whenever you're ready. The slow loading might be partially due to the numbers of posts in this thread..not sure.
Keep taking care of yourself as you help your son through this hard, hard thing.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]3/22/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 317
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 12,680
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $2,155.60
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 44 [B]Hrs:[/B] 19 [B]Mins:[/B] 34 [B]Seconds:[/B] 52