Thanks so much, I am so glad to get feedback. I am so absolutely determined, but I have to hang onto that determination with a "death grip"--the way I protected my supply of smokes, I suppose. It just shocks me how my thinking and my resolve can turn in literally a heartbeat! I had not thought about oranges because I can get tangled up a bit with segments, but slices I might be able to manage. Now marshmallows, that's right up my alley, and also the solft mints. But I have to remember that I am not much taller than a midget (@ 5'11", I think), and I have dieted since I was 8 years old. Well, part of that time, I just starved myself. But at least one of my quits was abandoned because of weight gain. I was quitting because my doctor insisted and because of pride/self-image. Well, you can imagine how that went. Being overweight is as unhealthy for me as smoking used to be. This time I don't want to be an addict any more. I don't want that attachment. I don't want to live that way any more. But also, I would get horrendous coughs periodically, and with the last one, my lungs were soooo sore on both sides. Those things stop when I don't smoke and come right back (and I mean right back) when I do. I am going to have to get creative about snacks. I had finally recently gotten to a place where I would concentrate on eating every couple of hours something proteiny but good. Like yogurt or peanut butter or cottage cheese. I'm thinking I am going to have to maybe make mini yogurt ice-cubes or something so that I can eat them more often. I eat very little meat if any, but I am really having to learn some new eating habits. I'm trying to concentrate on living healthy rather than quitting anything. I'm good at obsessing, so that seems like a reasonable one. I babysit for my 1-yr old granddaughter, who weighed only 1 lb 14 ozs at birth, 3 monts premature, so there is no smoking anywhere inside. And I work at a drop-in center for recovery--but so many of the people still smoke. You know I caught myself feeling left out when they went out to smoke. And I am finding that I need to pick times to go out and just breathe and enjoy the fresh air. I live in snow territory, but that didn't stop me from standing out there in a blizzard to smoke, so I can sur