Last night was 1st w/o smokes I was tossing and turning. I figured it was the patch and took it off and slept like a baby. In the morning I had my usual gotta have a cig 1st thing crave, but knew the patch was going to be on soon, and that got me through that crave. All in all day 2 was better than 1st.....until...I gotta call from wife and our water heater busted and flooded the garage...Great. But it must be the wellbutrin or something because I just said (use your best cheech and chong voice here): Whatever, man, we'll just get a new one...man.
Now the question for today is: Was it wrong of me to look at the smoke rising from the freshly soldered plumbing fitting and think mmm wow...mm...that kinda looks good?!
Now it is time for just a wee bit of ass whoopin! Now Kaitlina, My partner, my comrade, you see the day I had? Now, are you on any "mood altering" products like Zyban or wellbutrin (same product)? It might be worth looking into. I dont know if it's the patch or the drug, but any edgy time I have is short lived and does'nt escalate. Like last night I snapped and said something real crappy to my wife, she turned around and I just put my hands up, "my bad..dont know where that one came from". however, I am only on day 2, I have (im sure) many very hard days ahead of me. Take slow, deep breaths, in through the nose, out through the mouth. It has meant the difference from passing that store up and not for me...so far. Now did that sting Kaitlina? not really? I'll leave a welt next time you hear? Don't let that half a smoke deter you ....the important thing is you littered the freeway with a whole pack of unburnt butts! And that took alot of guts! I mean if I fall off this wagon it's gonna be ugly! lol, So it's N.O.P.E. for me and you too now right?!
Wish us luck tomorrow day 3..The magic day...The day "if you can just make it past" day.
Thanks again guys....Kevin :mad: :mad:
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 11/7/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 1
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 38
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $5
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 0 [B]Hrs:[/B] 6 [B]Mins:[/B] 25 [B]Seconds:[/B] 9