I've had a really crappy day! Had my little Grandson overnite for a sleepover which was great, he's so loving,(and busy!)
He left about 11:00am and since then I was just draggin my butt to the floor. Thoughts of cigarettes lurking way in the back of my head.
Hubby even dragged me out for a walk thru the yard, to see what needs to be done, but that didn't help, and that IS unusual. If the greenery doesn't do it, nothing will.
I guess I had it coming, I felt that things were going good, maybe too good. Was waiting for the other "shoe" to drop.
So I cam online and read and read and read.
Then I finally just got mad at myself, and said "enough of this! I quit smoking long enough ago already! I quit! Good for me! It's over and done with, there is no going back!
There is no reason to be draggin my butt, there is no reason to whine and feel like a lump. I am a non smoker, get over it, get used to it! Live with it! Get on with it!"
Well, LOL , I guess giving myself crap is a good thing to do once in awhile, because it sure helped! (That and shrimp fettucinne!)
This site has made me look at my quit with my intelligence instead of my heart. (My heart would be the "softy", still smoking.) And that is a really good thing.
There's only one problem, there's about six hours yard work waiting for me as soon as weather permits...Anyone need perennials?
:)
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 3/5/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 47
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 1,196
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $495.85
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 5 [B]Hrs:[/B] 18 [B]Mins:[/B] 43 [B]Seconds:[/B] 36
