Sharon,
You definately are in Blah week. And many of us had to go through this as well. Just know, this will pass.
You were so excited about your quit, and you made it through hell week. Then, the cravings lessened, and you were in heck week ~ still fighting and excited about all of it. Now, as you settle into a new life, you feel tired of fighting. You probably think you should feel "normal" again. Life is just day in and day out.
But be careful! Do not let your guard down. That is when the Nicodemon will come in and try his hardest to turn you around. This is a sneaky little pest, but he has power if you let your guard down.
My question ~ have you rewarded yourself lately? Maybe a bigger, grander, different reward is in store. Rewards help lift your spirits.
Maybe it is time to add in a new 'thing' to your daily routine. Perhaps some sort of hobby, or something that has interested you for some time.
Whatever you choose, please take gentle, loving care of yourself. Give yourself a break. Take time to smell the roses as they say. A 'me' break is always a good thing to take.
As far as relaxation, you can buy some new bubble bath stuff, and just relax. You can get one of those things that makes your bath a whirlpool. Those are cool. You can buy a new book and a new candle. Read and smell. I'm not sure where you are at, but we are coming into our fall/winter time, and at night it sure cools off. So, I am looking forward to making a fire in the fireplace, snuggling up with a great cup of hot chocolate (or tea), or any hot beverage. You can make some sleep time tea if needed. You can also join a yoga class. You can buy a relaxation cd. I bought hypnosis cd's, and really enjoy plopping on my headphones while resting on the couch and listen. I feel rejuvinated in just one hour.
Remember, just take care of you right now.
;) 4my2girls
[b][i][color=Maroon]What Consumes Your Thoughts Controls Your Life[/b][/i][/color]
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 3/5/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 239
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 7,185
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $781.53
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 19 [B]Hrs:[/B] 6 [B]Mins:[/B] 31 [B]Seconds:[/B] 33