Hey, quit buddies!
I just want to check in here and let everyone know I'm still quit, I'm fine and no one has to wonder.
I've had some messages lately that people are worried about me, and I'm really touched that so many of of you are thinking of me and missing me.
There are some things that I have to deal with now and I am taking care of them, but they're hard things and they're taking all I have. I just don't feel that I have a lot to bring to the site just right now and I don't want to be here and not give when I have taken so much.
The important, and very cool, thing is I am handling this hard time without smoking, or even wanting to smoke. Smoking would not change or improve one single cell of one single particle of dust on the stuff that's going on.
Thank you all for helping me get to where I know that.
I know I can get through it, I know I have what it takes and I know it will all go the way it's supposed to.
It's all life and it's all good and, even though it's hard, I still would far rather be feeling it all than coating it with a film of smoke.
I will be back, there will be a HUGE freakin' treehouse party for the MarchMellows 1st year, and I would like it if everybody would be happy that I am making giant steps on the journey to myself.
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]5/14/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 263
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 5,260
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $2,893.00
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 27 [B]Hrs:[/B] 1 [B]Mins:[/B] 30 [B]Seconds:[/B] 20