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Feels like hell week all over!!

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17 years ago 0 3043 logo logo logo logo logo logo logo logo logo logo 0
hi Lady, Sometimes it is not about fighting the darkness to is about redirecting it outwards to those who carry the black cloak and are ready to leave it lying about... accept. let it come and [b]let it go[/b]. It is not yours.
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I'm going home and crawling under the covers. The tears won't stop. Why bother anyway. what difference does it make? I'm fighting a losing battle.
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Someone just made me feel worthless. I know it wasn't on purpose but the affect was just the same. I'm ready to leave work and go hide under the covers for a while. I just want to sleep and hide. I'm fighting... I'm not winning.
17 years ago 0 172 logo logo logo logo logo logo logo logo logo logo 0
Hi Lady, Hold on there, you are strong but obviously having a difficult day. Keep saying all those things toyourself. You are not alone, we are here but not always on line at the same time. what has happened today to make you feel like this?
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Is anyone there??????????????????????????
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Not today! I will not go down. I will block those negative thoughts. I've been up and feeling good. I have taken all my medicine. I will not let others determine my mood. I am worthy of a happy good life. It is all perspective and today is a good day. I will not go down that spiral. I don't want to. I refuse to. Not today!!!! I will not go down today. I AM going to continue to be happy. I will not fall today. I will not fail today. I must stay up. I can't handle the being down any more. Oh stop the tears. I am not alone. I am happy, I am loved, I have a purpose in this world. I don't want to go down today. Make the pain go away. Climbing back up. Refusing to go down without a fight. I will not let the demons get to me today. I refuse to listen to those negative thoughts. Make them stop. Make them go away!!!!! NOW!!!!!

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