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12 years ago 0 +0 / -0 11226

Hi Galadrien,

I am glad to hear you found the information helpful but sorry to hear you had a panic attack. Doing all the hard work you are doing I can see how frustrating this would be. Try not to get discouraged though; your persistence will pay off. Please let us know what your therapist says as I am interested to hear. Also, keep working on the simulating panic session; this one will be challenging but if you can master is then you will be unstoppable!!

Take care,

Ashley, Health Educator

Here to help :)

12 years ago 0 +0 / -0 373

Galdrien,

Just a brief note to say that I hope that you will had a better day today and that the anxiety may lessen for you very soon.

Take care,

Carmie

12 years ago 0 +0 / -0 15

Hi Sonia,

It actually started with my heart pounding and sweaty hands and just escalated from there. I stayed where I was and tried to get through it (I was in my livingroom on the couch) but wasn't able to get any relief until I retreated to my bedroom. I have almost all of my anxiety at home. I don't really have any distraction here right now and so I spend a lot of time focusing on how I'm feeling and my anxiety. Which of course makes things worse. Today is a new day though and hopefully a better one. Thank you for your reply.

Galadrien

12 years ago 0 +0 / -0 270

Galadrien,

Sorry to hear you had an attack. Was there something specific that happened at 4:00 to bring it about? Are there any external circumstances that could have precipitated it?

Hope you're feeling better!

Sonia

12 years ago 0 +0 / -0 15

This morning was ok but then about 4:00 this afternoon I had a panic attack. A mild one, compared to some I've had, but still. I'm so frustrated. I have a raging head ache. I'm tired. I'm scared. I'm really really sick of this and so are the people around me. Nothing seems to be helping, just when I think I'm feeling a bit better, another wave hits...

12 years ago 0 +0 / -0 15

Hi Ashley,

Thank you so very very much for your reply! You're exactly right, I've just in the last couple of days read through the Simulating Panic section but I've yet to begin the actual simulation. I will certainly check out the information here for this PTSD, I'm certain it will be helpful. I have done some reading on some other sites about it and I've realized that what's really happening is my brain is releasing chemicals to put me into that anxious response. This has actually really helped me today. Every time I felt it building, I reminded myself that it was just that and not dangerous and I was safe and it would subside. And I also reminded myself that my worrying and panic symptoms are taking a huge toll on my health and that I just need to be patient and it will get better every day. I'm not sure if I was just in the right frame of mind today or what but it really helped! I go back to see my therapist next week and I'm "anxious" to see her. Three weeks between visits has been too long. I'd like to get specific answers from her about where she thinks this might have come from and where do I go from here? I can't help but feel if I knew exactly what caused the problem in the first place and addressed it, I might be able to move on and heal from it. Of course there's always the chance that I might never know for sure, but I know I'll still get better!

Thanks again

12 years ago 0 +0 / -0 11226

Hi Galadrien,

I am sorry you feel like you have plateau'd. Considering all the work you have put into this I can see how it would be frustrating and disappointing. Please remember that managing anxiety is a learning process; it takes time and there are often road blocks. Keep trying to remain positive, with continued hard work you will get where you want to be. We will be here for you every step of the way.

Exposure work won't be too much of a problem considering it sounds like it is the symptoms you are having trouble with and that is what seems to be triggering the anxiety. I have a hunch that if you have been consistent with the program you would be stuck on the Simulating Panic section as this is the area I think would help you the most. It is probably also the session that would be the most challenging for you.

I want to highlight that you mentioned you have been diagnosed with PTSD. Getting a diagnoses for this is an important step in moving forward. I encourage you to check out the Ask the Expert answer that discussed PTSD treatment here on the site. In the answer, Dr Farvolden says that if you are diagnosed with PTSD Trama Focused CBT is the best form of treatment and it is important to find a mental health care professional who can provide this type of treatment. I am curious if this might be the peice you are missing?

What do you think?

Ashley, Health Educator

Here to help :)

12 years ago 0 +0 / -0 15

I've been really working hard at trying to get better and I believe I've narrowed down my fears to a few things. First of all both my doctor and my therapist have said I have PTSD... and I know that CBT is the best thing to treat that. When you're good, its ok. But when you crash, you crash hard! Or at least I do.

I'm afraid I'll develop heart disease (my sister has had problems since she was born with her heart), blood clot (my husband during his cancer treatment), cancer (my husband again, among others), or aneurysm (my 2nd cousin and my great Aunt).

I know it takes practice to focus on something different rather than how I'm feeling every second of every day. And I know all this worrying and anxiety is only hurting my health more. I just get so scared sometimes... I spend most of my time at home and that's where my problems seem to be. When I'm out some where, I feel fine! For the most part. It's when I'm at home that I get the anxiety and notice the physical symptoms like increased heart rate. And it usually starts about an hour after I get home from some where. It's horrible at night. I have problems sleeping, I feel so tired most of the time, and that only makes me more anxious. I guess I'm just really frustrated right now, I feel like I've plateau'd in my recovery and I'm not sure where to go from here or what else to do.

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