My son and I had a terrible terrible argument today and is caused me bad symptoms, right now my heart is racing, pain in the chest and arm pain and bad shakiness, I am trying to tell myself "its not a heart attack Deb its just anxiety" but its hard.
My husband had oral surgery today which I was nervous about, it seemed to go alright, he is bleeding a little and weak and in pain but trying to manage. My son made plans to meet friends at a sports pub tonight, a belated birthday dinner, I told him too reschedule it because Dad cannot drive in pain, on pain killers and cannot eat anyway, he will not change his plans, we had a horrible fight, and he is fine and over it and I am having heart attack symptoms, I hardly ever fight with my son and it was a bad one! I dont want my husband driving in his condition, and it is raining here which is making the roads sloppy wet and dangerous, I do not drive, my husband does not want our son to be disapointed, and neither do I but this is dangerous but they are going and I am a wreck! I am SO afraid of a car accident for them, and my symptoms are scaring me too.
I cannot talk them out of it, so I am going to TRY to relax, take my pill do some box breathing and hope for the best, its such a bad night to go out with the surgery and storms, I am not going to be able to go, I went out Saturday with them already, I have to calm myself before I have an attack! Thanks for listening I am sorry to vent, I am just so darned nervous and scared!
