Tell me if you think this is one of those things that’s was supposed to happen or maybe just good luck.
I called the first pschychiatrist's office that my therpist recommended over 2 months ago this morning, around 11:45, and they said they don’t have anything until the middle of October. I was a little disappointed, but I took that appointment, but they also told me that I could be on a waiting list incase anyone cancels. I said great. Let me know. I get a call today a little after 3, while I was doing an inspection. It was Dr. Balsam’s office, and they said someone had cancelled and they had an opening this Monday at 12:15. I told her I don’t have my schedule with me for that day, but I would call them back. They closed at 4, but she said if I confirm by early Monday morning, that I can still have the appointment. I get back to the office and my schedule is open from around 10 am to 1 pm. My schedule is normally full around that time of day and is normally full anyway. So I asked the general manager of our office if I could come in that day, do my first appointment, and then take care something personal downtown, and be back a little after 1 pm for some more appointments. He said sure, just mark your schedule book to make no appointments for that time.
I was grateful.
Fate. Luck. Coincidence. Either way I am now taking care of this part of the puzzle. I am ready to listen to what this highly recommended doctor has to say about my condition and what actions I need to take. I am not in the place I want to be right now and I want to get back on track. My therapist asked if I want to see her Wednesday night. I am planning on that as well.