I just feel scared about the world around me. There are so many problems in the world today. I've been getting more nervous around confrontation. It's almost like I'm exhausted of trying to be the shoulder.. and hearing all that's wrong in the world, or people's problems in general. I hate playing a hostess and I think I do that to everyone... I'm always trying to make good impressions and I think that may have some part of it. I'm trying to resemble a normal, caring person... and it's a little draining. i will definatly read those techniques before I go to bed tonight.