Yes, I hear what you are saying, it does get really exhausting. The good news is, there does come a time again where it is not so hard or exhausting. It did come for me. I feel much better now. And hey, if I can do it anybody can!Hang in there and in the meantime, be good to yourself. It does become exhausting so take good care of yourself anf be patient with yourself, you deserve it :)
This too shall pass!
-Diva