see, I have been diagnosed with Post Traumatic Stress Disorder and clinical depression.........and i've always been afraid of the dark..I see things that aren't there in the dark, never been able to deal with it. And today I found out my therapist, who I was working with this on, is leaving her job at the end of August. I've never been able to get close to people for the fear of being vunerable and getting hurt if they judge me. I don't trust at all and i've somehow built trust with my therapist and now I have to find a new one, someone i'm gonna worry about.