I'm brand new here today and just read Dahlia's post...I'm sure I am one of many doppelgangers she has because what she wrote says it all about me. Sometimes I think I must be insane or mentally deficient, but I too, get up and work every day, run my own business, nobody else thinks I have a problem (except my husband, of course), I handle all that life throws at me...and I get drunk every day. Not falling down, no DUI's, no spending my last dollar...but I drink every day and I don't stop at one or two. A bottle or two of wine is nothing to me. I want to stop today. This has to be my stopping day because I am worried it's going to kill me. So I too, like Dahlia, am asking for your help. And I have tried before...many, many times, but I'm 56...and it's time.