Hey Gang,
Thank you for your kind words. I appreciate and love the support you have given me. You give me a kick the butt, when I get a bit jaded. You remind me of things that I know I want to do.
I have this mentality now, and it is absolutely necessary.
Slip, Fall, Stand up and walk straight, I have to be proud in myself. Regardless of criticism, and all those evil things people say to hurt others, I need to hold close to the fact I'm PJ. I'm a good human being, dealt a different "card" from those who can control their drinking. Sure, had a rough bullied child hood, and depressive thinking so on etc. but I'm still here. Fit or not, thick or thin, I'm me. The more I read, the more I educate myself, I now know that I am a far better person then those who have tried to bring me down.
Something I wrote is soon to be published in an Addiction help support news letter.
Collectively, you're all incredible people, keep that in your back pocket :)
PJ