Hi Ray:
Thanks so much for thinking of me. I had visited this site lately and didn't see much activity. Glad you're still here and doing well.
I feel fantastic actually. I go to online AA meetings at another recovery website, along with several face-2-face (f2f) outside meetings. I am following the suggestions in the program of AA. I have 36 grateful days sober today.
I have a sponsor and I am following his instructions. He has 26 years sober. I am deeply involved the the Big Book and seeing how wonderfully it applies to my life. It's so amazing how meticulously the book is crafted for understanding.
My life is changing because I am changing. I have an understnding of my HP and willing to trust him to guide me. We have several chats a day, lol. He was very patient with me over these last 40 odd years. And I'm still not a religious man. Go fingure.
Hope your are doing well too, Ray, and.....
To anyone reading this, if you feel hopeless or out-of -control, please be gentle with yourself. There can be finer days again, one at a time, if you just don't pick up that first drink ore use today. It's a simple program that has been proven to work. Spend the time you used to spend drinking and using with other recovering alkies and addicts. We are here for each other. This is a "we" program. You are never alone.
Blessings All!