I guess I could not have chosen a worst week to finish my second week smoke free. I understand that quitting amplifies your lowest feeling of selfsteem, and I am going thru a rough week and even a worst day.
This morning I felt the urge to smoke for the first time in 12 days,very strong, and was some meters away to buy a single cig, and yes here we can buy singles from an open pack in little stores. My mind was ordering me to puff once or twice and throw it away, you will feel better, so what is a little puff and I thought if I have gone this far why I should not give in. Few hours later I had an argument with my boss. Doesn’t he understand that I am doing the best I can to fulfill my duties and quit this habit at the same time. What, I have to work this weekend, no way. I have planned a wonderful trip with my15 y.o son tomorrow and will be coming back late afternoon on Sunday. No way Jose.
Enough said. I kept my quit today, tomorrow is another day to deal with
Thanks for listening (or reading)
