Hey, I got through another day and again, it was tough!! I forgot to say it but yesterday I went to the pharmacy to get my months prescription of zyban because I had only one left and they said they'd have to order it in! I didn't even think that they'd have to do it cos they just had it the first time! I went to 4 other places but it was the same. So I had no zyban today, still feel quite edgy. But I'm in pj's now and too tired to go out so I know that theres no chance of smoking tonight! I need to figure out why I'm so anxious. Its like an adrenalin rush, you know, if you're walking down the street and you think that there's danger, I'm just so on edge. I should really start doing some exercise or yoga to try and calm myself because i don't think this is going to be good for me. I'm so tense and I'm so tired and my whole body is just aching and I'm feeling very sorry for myself at the moment. I booked a massage on saturday and it will be lovely. I've loads of housework to do, and ironing but not tonight, i'm going to have a bath with lots of bubbles and lavender oil and candles, then I'm gonna come downstairs and sit in front of the fire and I'm going to find a good book and curl up in bed with a mug of creamy hot chocolate and have a good rest and start tommorrow off on a good note. Hmmm, I feel better already just thinking about that!
My Milage:
My Quit Date: 5/26/2008
Smoke-Free Days: 21
Cigarettes Not Smoked: 483
Amount Saved: �182.33
Life Gained:
Days: 1 Hrs: 10 Mins: 20 Seconds: 48
