Ok, I just finished writing (0900h to 1730) and then see I have some more friends check in. I think I probably always will doubt myself with every crisis that occurs. I still don't trust myself and have had some very close calls. I make it this far by having some tight restrictions on what I do. I don't go out shopping on my own, I don't watch tv in case I might see a smoking advert (anti smoking advertising makes me want to smoke). If I am not at work, which is mainly where I am nowadays, then I am asleep and probably dreaming about smoking again. I guess if the old saying goes that 'if you're thinking this much about smoking 254 days in then quitting really isn't for you' then I could just be prolonging my pain.
You guys always have more faith in me than I do in myself it seems. Sue, go for them eggs. Maybe get john to take some expert shots with his camera?! :) I might attempt to take some photos too for you.
BC, MMmmmmmmwwahh! Yes, I miss both places at the moment. If you could convey the message that the kev server is currently down for maintenance and will be back quadruple posting soon then that would be great. Unhooked, Anna and Mark must be wondering where the heck I got to too!
Anyway gotta go. We are looking after Grace, which has cheered up my day off no end.
Love from kev
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B]7/12/2007
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 254
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 6,350
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] �1,066.80
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 32 [B]Hrs:[/B] 14 [B]Mins:[/B] 22 [B]Seconds:[/B] 14