nurseboy, I fear anything related to mental illness. I try not to let things get the best of me anymore, but still when I here that someone is depressed and suicidal or they are bipolar that totally freaks me out. Once someone came on here who had been diagnosed with alot of mental illnesses and they said something about suffering from psychotic episodes, well I'm usually a big mouth and have something to say to almost everyone, but I wouldn't touch him with a ten foot pole, he scared the sh*t out of me. I think mostly everyone else felt the same way too because I don't think the poor guy got any response to his post.