rv,
You picked a great place to come for support. I know that you can see that. There is someone here 24 /7 and you don't have to worry about waking anyone up. You also don't have to pretend that everything is good if it isn't. Seriously, we have been there with the smoking. And alot of the life issues. Don't shock easy anymore.
Keep looking around, take what you can use, and leave all the rest.
Make some friends, they will come in handy in Feb. or before. ;)
Read, and read, and read some more..there are bound to be kindred souls here somewhere.
[font=georgia][size=4][color=teal] No Joking, I'm Still Not Smoking! [/font][/size][/color]
Cheryl
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 7/4/2005
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 549
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 13,198
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $1564.65
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 74 [B]Hrs:[/B] 18 [B]Mins:[/B] 59 [B]Seconds:[/B] 21