Silvers, I started smoking in the 50's, that when everyone thought smoking was cool, wrong answer!!!! And I smoked for 52 years, I just celebrated my 1 year anniversary on Jan 7th. I had many quits before, one for 18 months which was my longest. I watched my husband die of lung cancer that put a dager in my heart. I ask myself, "How bad do you want to live"? And the answer was: I WANT TO LIVE TO SEE MY GRANDCHILDREN AND GREAT-GRANDCHILDRED GROWN UP. Now that will be a long time. I believe that is what you want also. You know how it is done after being smoke-free for 36 years. I used the patch, and it worked beautifully. But you have to do the work, I followed the program just like it said, for 10 weeks. I had some problems when I took the patch off, but nothing I couldn't handle. And it was just for 3 or 4 days. But I know that it was nothing like HELL WEEK!! I knew that I couldn't do cold turkey. Walking really helped me. At times I had to do lots of deep breathing, and drink lots of water. But most of all I had to keep myself busy. I printed a post from this site by FishoutofWater and the name of the post is MY RECIPE FOR LIFE, it is still on my ref today. If you haven't read it use the search to find it. I think you will find it very enlightening.
I'm so happy that you have made the decision to quit, I know that your granddaughter is proud. Silvers, we are always here so hang on tight and fight for your quit....
Sunshine
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 1/7/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 367
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 6,248
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $1284.5
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 53 [B]Hrs:[/B] 21 [B]Mins:[/B] 39 [B]Seconds:[/B] 37
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$230,941.13
Amount Saved
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Days: 6424
Hours: 22
Minutes: 16
Seconds: 48
Life Gained
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45618
Smoke Free Days
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684,270
Cigarettes Not Smoked