Dear Kansas, I can't tell you the number of times I've done exactly what you did, start a quit then cave on day one or hour one or whatever. But you know what? There are a whole bunch of places that we can stop ourselves and KNOW that we are CHOOSING to blow our quit. I can name a few:
getting in the car, driving to the store, parking at the store, picking up my purse, getting out of the car, locking the car, walking to the door, opening the door, going through the door, walking up to the register, scanning the racks of pretty colored packages for "my" brand, asking for "my" brand, pulling out wallet, getting money out of wallet, handing it to clerk, taking change, picking up pack of smokes, walking out of store, opening up package, taking one out, etc.
That's to name a few places where it can occur to us that WE ARE CHOOSING to smoke. CHOOSING. Making a conscious choice. Picking.
So now we have another choice. Do we want to live our lives addicted to and poisoned by these things or will we proclaim ENOUGH! And claim our lives back? It's up to us. Are we more determined to quit than we desire to smoke?
And I'm also going to make one more suggesstion: How about changing your name to "Quitting in Kansas" as opposed to "trying"? You can do that in your glove compartment. There is something to be said for positive projection.
Hugs, Denise [IMG]http://i51.photobucket.com/albums/f392/scottlee22/kansas.gif[/IMG]
[B]My Milage:[/B]
[B]My Quit Date: [/B] 12/31/2006
[B]Smoke-Free Days:[/B] 5
[B]Cigarettes Not Smoked:[/B] 165
[B]Amount Saved:[/B] $25
[B]Life Gained:[/B]
[B]Days:[/B] 0 [B]Hrs:[/B] 15 [B]Mins:[/B] 59 [B]Seconds:[/B] 2